Whereever she was headed, she was moving fast
That's all I could think I was tossed and turned inside Kendra's hoodie pocket. I felt like a sock stuck in the spin cycle as I was shaken thoroughly on my way to ... whereever Kendra was heading. I was even tempted to let out a scream or something but I quickly decided against it. I noticed Kendra was trying, at least somewhat, not to hurt me. Thankfully, she had no reason to, at least I didn't think so. I had wrestled with this idea in my head for quite some time and I wouldn't be so foolish to make this suggestion if I thought in any way, for even a second, that Kendra was going to hold a grudge or take some misplaced rage out on me.
The fact of the matter was (and I remember this from the day I met her), Kendra could be very hot or cold. At her core, I always believed she was a genuinely nice person, a fact that she even tried to deny. She had made her mistakes but we all had and I certainly wasn't going to hold anything against her. Our breakup had been kind of weird... in some cases, it was something we mutually bargained for and other times, she fought like hell for me. I fought for her too and sometimes we clicked on all levels but more often than not, our relationship was purely sexual.
There were feelings to be had, for sure, but the feelings changed almost constantly. One thing that didn't change was... how do I put this nicely? Kendra's willingness...
She used to call herself a slut when she was feeling extra depressed but I never cared for that term. I would get worried and even angry if I thought she was flirting with another guy but as far as I knew, she never acted on it. Then again, maybe that was just me being naive. We were together (on and off) for a couple years and she was friends with some good looking guys from her stints doing model shoots. It made it easy for me to become insecure which was another reason I found myself distancing myself from Kendra towards the end of our relationship. I had an uneasy feeling (or two) that things were coming to an end anyway and I didn't want to get more emotionally attached.
Our final breakup was pretty abrupt though, which is why I feared Kendra may be angry with me. I believe she truly did want to save our relationship but for how long, and at what cost? We had gotten back together a few times before and things would be great for a month or two, but each "breakup cycle" damaged us even more and she broke up with me suddenly, but then tried to get back in touch almost immediately after. After months of this, I just couldn't take it anymore. We still talked on and off but I made a point to stick to my word.
This, however, was an emergency.
I was glad Kendra was understanding enough to put aside our differences and hopefully help me out. I realized whatever happened, I owed Kendra a debt of gratitude. Agreeing to care for me (no matter how short or long term it may end up being) was an incredibly nice gesture on her part and I hadn't even asked her what else was going on in her life. She may have had another boyfriend by now or some other events that would make this awkward for both of us. At this point though, I was almost in a "nothing to lose" scenario.
As I had told Kelly before, in my darkest moments, I feared I may die soon and I didn't want to go forever without making some peace with Kendra, or others in my life. If this was going to be the end, I didn't want it to end on a weak note. I at least wanted to say goodbye in some meaningful way to Kendra, my family and friends before it was all said and done. I believed Kelly when she said she'd stay in touch and even moreso that she would try and find a "cure" for my condition but I didn't put much stock in it. Nothing against Kelly, but I didn't believe I was "curable". There may be some kind of solvent or chemical out there to cure me, but none of us were chemists... nobody knew the power of these things that changed our bodies.
Another idea had been to have Kendra or someone else take me back to that museum and explain what happened, but then I feared the results -- I may be subject to testing and become an unfortunate lab rat -- one who never returns to normal anyway and then what do I gain? Only more humiliation...
Speaking of which... I was astounded to see Kendra's massive features when Kelly passed me off to her. I was used to feeling small from being handled by Kelly all this time but there was something surreal about seeing your 5'1 ex-girlfriend hold you so easily. That was another point of contention with Kendra -- she always thought she was too short. She liked to complain about her girl friends being these thin, tall models and she felt small by comparison...
My, how fast things change...
"Just a little further, I promise..." I heard Kendra grunt as she apparently was busting it up her stairs. I figured she was talking to me, but she said it kind of passively. Then again, inside her pocket (in which she'd occasionally slide her giant hand), most sound was at least somewhat muted. With each step, I was "treated" to the sound of fabric convulsing in various directions as I was essentially being stored in the world's smallest traveling hammock.
Finally, my "mistress" let me out.
"Okay Jake, I want to see you" Kendra said, her voice echoing throughout the room as she widened the opening to her hoodie pocket. At that moment, there was no hand or other blockage to obstruct me. I could make out her room through the sliver of light that poked through. "C'mon... don't be scared..."
Kendra talked me almost like a little kitten crawling out of its box as I walked straight out of Kendra's pocket onto her dresser. She slowly backed away once I had safely stepped onto the dresser. I glanced gingerly down at the black wood surface but I was only avoiding looking at the massive woman in front of me. I turned shyly in her direction and there she was.
Still wearing her "Rotten Rose" hoodie (a prized possession of hers that I didn't care for for various reasons), my ex-girlfriend stood triumphantly in front of me. The black hoodie draped over her body but the sleeves were always a bit short and her forearms were always poking out.
She was wearing matching black sweatpants which was uncharacteristic of her. Kendra rarely wore this kind of "thrown together" outfit unless she was just getting back from the gym or something. Her face still looked amazing though. Her eyes glistened with just the subtlest amount of eye shadow and her bright red lips always seemed to be the perfect size for her face -- not too big or small.
Her hair, always well kept was tied back to give me a better view of her familiar face, and she had this tapering blue ribbon dangling innocently from the back of her head.
I threw my hands to the side and sighed. If anybody would be okay with me being a bit lighthearted here, I felt like it was Kendra.
"Well, here I am" I chuckled, taking a short walk to my right. "Do you like what you see?"
"Hmm, what little I CAN see" Kendra chuckled, biting her lip a little bit. I had to admit, she was always cute when she did that. She then rested her hands on her knees as she bent forward, giving me a puppy dog look as she gazed down at me. "What happened to my big strong man?? You're so tiny now..."
I instantly blushed, looking down and away from her burning gaze. Damn it, Kendra, why'd you have to be so cute? Even the way she was talking now was a teasing tone. I know she wasn't really going to be mean but she was definitely going to savor this.
"What's wrong, little Jake?" Kendra asked, making sure not to take her eyes off of me. "You don't think I'm going to hurt you, do you?"
I chuckled. It was an uneasy chuckle because I wasn't really sure how to answer her.
"I wouldn't hurt you, Jake, I promise" Kendra said, her voice softening significantly. I think she sensed that her current tone was just a little loud for me. She usually had a fairly quiet voice (unless she was really upset) but even her regular speaking voice was blowing me out of the water a little bit, so she lowered it to a loud whisper.
Unfortunately, that only made her sexier to me, especially in her giant form.
I took a deep breath and sighed, forcing a laugh that was at least a little more natural.
"So um... I see you grew... a little" I chuckled, knowing that she would get a kick out of that. I used to joke with her when she wore heels that she grew every time. Right now, it didn't really matter what she was wearing... she would always tower over me.
"Hmmm, I sure did" she replied, letting out a brief girlish squeal, "Didn't even need the heels this time, huh, Jakey?"
"Heh, nope... must be something in the water" I replied sheepishly.
"Well, what happened to you, anyway?" she asked, her tone a little more serious. "How did this...?"
"I'm not sure..." I sighed.
"Did that girl have something to do with it?" Kendra asked, her tone becoming a little more angry now. I really didn't want to see 'Angry Kendra' at this size.
"Kelly? No!" I blurted out, almost immediately realizing my mistake.
"Kelly? I thought her name was Lillian" Kendra gasped, "how many girls are you seeing without me knowing, Jake?"
"What? I... no! No! Her name IS Lillian... I'm sorry, I just got... confused" I said, rubbing my head. Confusion wasn't even the half of it.
"Mmm-hmm" Kendra smiled, not buying it. "So who's Kelly, some other girlfriend of yours? I bet she'd like to have you back, huh? About the size of a Ken doll? Maybe I just won't give you to her"
If only Kendra had realized the irony in her own statement.
"Heh... Kelly's not... not anyone that you need to be concerned with" I said, although I wasn't sure why I had just said that. I had not only invented another person that doesn't exist (Kelly or Lillian, depending on who you ask) but I had created a controversy where there was none. Plus, not to be technical, but I'm sure Kendra was seeing other guys now so even if I was seeing Kelly (or Lillian??) I didn't see what the big deal was.
"But that girl who was holding you before..." Kendra said, "you like her, don't you?"
"Wh-What? What are you talking about? No" I said, turning flush red again, "No... Kendra, I haven't even had TIME to think about girls right now... I've been kind of preoccupied with all of ... THIS"
"Oh my gosh, Jake just admit it..." Kendra said, letting out a long drawn out chuckle as she set both her hands on the edges of the dresser and arched her back, standing straight up and gazing down at me as if I were her prey. I really wanted to believe her that she wouldn't hurt me. "You like Lillian, don't you? That's the only reason you would've stayed with her so long being that small... you should've been scared shitless but instead you let her take care of you for all that time? If that's not some form of love, I don't know what is..."
"C-Can we not talk about this?" I said, nervously looking up at Kendra as she continued to make uncomfortable eye contact with me on her dresser.
She took a long deep breath and exhaled, sounding frustrated.
"Okay" she said, "but I have to say, Jake, I'm actually a bit jealous..."
"Jealous of what?" I said, feeling dumbfounded by her remark.
"If you do have a thing for Lillian... or whatever her name is" Kendra said, "I mean, I think it's kind of cool actually..."
"Really?" I asked.
"Yeah, I mean... for you..." Kendra replied, "I'm not dumb, Jake. I know our relationship didn't always have trust in it... you always worried about me cheating on you and I sometimes worried about you and felt like I wasn't sexy enough for you... and... I don't know, I always wanted to have a simpler kind of love for someone and have them love me back... a love based on just trust and knowing that the other person will keep the other safe"
I blushed and looked down at the dresser.
"Well? Do you have anything to say to that?" Kendra asked, chuckling a little at my long silence.
"I um... I... I never said you weren't sexy enough for me" I chuckled, turning flush red as I spoke. Kendra raised an eye brow.
"What did you say?" Kendra said, slowly enunciating her words. She picked her right hand up off the dresser for a moment and flipped it over, to form a fleshy platform for me to climb onto, "would you mind if I...?"
I nodded nervously, and crawled into Kendra's hand, feeling myself being slowly taken up to my destination.
"What did you say, Jake? I couldn't hear you too well" Kendra said.
"Huh? Um... nothing" I chuckled nervously, feeling so afraid to be this close to Kendra's massive face. "I mean... I said... yknow... that's cool... I um... basically agreed with you"
"No... you said something" Kendra smiled, "I know I heard you say a full sentence, I just couldn't make it out. Something about me being sexy?"
"Oh well... um, yea, no... I was just responding to you... because you said you thought you weren't sexy enough for me and Kendra... that was um... never the problem" I chuckled, "You were plenty sexy"
"WERE?" Kendra asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Still are..." I exhaled, feeling very aroused right now.
"Good" Kendra said, in a very cute tone as she walked a few feet with me in her hand. "But as I was saying, I felt like I wasn't always there for you enough and in general, love should be a commitment between two people to always be there for each other"
I nodded somewhat nervously, wondering where Kendra was going with all of this. She sat down on her bed, keeping me upright in her hand as she addressed me.
"You were always there for me, Jake... no matter how bad things got... and I want to be there for you too, okay?" Kendra said, sounding sincere. I looked up at her, somewhat speechless.
"Thank you, Kendra," I said humbly, almost doing a half bow in her hand.
She smiled for a few seconds before speaking again.
"But I mean c'mon!" she said, some vibrance returning to her face, "this doesn't have to be all gloom and doom, right Jakey?"
"Heh, what do you mean?" I asked. I felt a little uneasy. I both liked and didn't like how she was talking to me like she was my girlfriend again. It was better than "angry Kendra", but then again if this turned into a microcosm for our relationship, I wouldn't be surprised if 'Angry Kendra' made a comeback. For now though, I was experience sweet and sexy Kendra.
"I mean..." Kendra said, returning to her sultry voice, "We could have some fun..."
"Wh-What did you mean?" I stammered.
"Oh, c'mon... you know..." Kendra smiled, her bright red lips fanning out in front of me.
I began to feel really conflicted now. As much as I kind of wanted sex with Kendra... (how was it even possible) I couldn't possibly let this happen... not now, and not in any way that would make me feel more humiliated than I currently was. It was enough that my petite ex-girlfriend was having her way with me... I really didn't want her to "have her way with me".
Then again, a strange part of me did want that, so I was conflicted between acting like a victim, but then indirectly going along with her request.
After a few moments, Kendra let out another sigh.
"Okay, you're going to think this is crazy..." Kendra started.
"At this point, I don't think anything's crazy" I replied.
"Okay, well... hmm, hold on" Kendra said, setting me down on her bed while she got up. I looked at her questioningly as she went into a nearby dresser drawer and pulled out what looked like a thin tube of lip gloss. It wasn't of a brand that I had ever seen before though.
"What is that?" I asked, as she sat down next to me again, her giant movements causing the soft ground beneath me to shake.
"This...' she said, looking down at me, "could be your way out of this mess, little Jakey..."
"Kendra" I sighed, "please don't tease me like that"
"Oh I can definitely tease you..." Kendra chuckled, bringing one of her long fingers down to me and playfully poking me in the chest, "but this is no joke... this is a growth serum"
I gave her an odd look. Apparently, this stuff was more common than I thought.
"I know, you don't believe me... I don't blame you" Kendra said, and invited me into her hand again. I obliged and cautiously crawled back into her palm. She brought me up so that I was adjacent to her other giant hand which was holding the tube of serum. "The truth is... I don't know if this actually works, but after seeing what chemicals did to you, I'm guessing it might"
"Why do you have this?" I asked.
"I got it from my friend Nicole" Kendra explained, "her dad works for Markcel pharmaceutical and they were working on this drug that could supposedly alter sizes"
Now where had I heard this before?
"...anyway, she said that according to her dad, they had tested it on some hamsters and it had minor success... she knew how I had wanted to grow for my modeling career and suggested I try it..." Kendra said, "she did mention though, that it's very powerful but I'm sure you don't mind, right Jake? You need all the height you can get right now... no offense, of course"
I nodded and couldn't believe what I was hearing. If this worked, all of my troubles would be over... for the most part anyway. But I'm sure there was some kind of catch. Plus, as I had learned at the museum with Kelly, these things never work out as planned.
"Of course" Kendra said, smiling shyly. "If I'm going to give you something you want, I think it's only fair that you help me satisfy a little curiosity of mine..."
I raised an eye brow.
"Yeah?" I asked.
Kendra set the vial down on the floor and looked at me with hungry eyes.
"I've never been with a lover before who was smaller than me" Kendra chuckled.
Admittedly, her giddy laughter did get me in the mood.
"Y-You serious, K?" I asked. She smiled suggestively.
"As far as you're concerned, you have nothing to lose, Jake" Kendra said, "I'll rock your little world... provided you satisfy me as well, but I don't think that will be a problem... it never has been before..."
"But I'm so... little..." I sighed, feeling very embarassed at that moment.
"Hmm-mmm, but also very cute" Kendra winked, "and I can think of a few ways that you can still turn me on"
"Oh?" I asked, intrigued.
"Mmm-hmm..." she moaned, "so what do you say, Jake? I know it's a lot to ask but think of it this way... if this vial works, you'll be back to normal anyway and we shouldn't waste this opportunity, right? And it's not like you have feelings for that Lillian girl anyway, right?"
I paused nervously, and I could only shake my head no.
"Okay, so then what's the big deal?" Kendra smiled, "If the vial doesn't work for whatever reason, I will still take great care of you, I promise... and I do mean... I'll 'take care' of you"
"Ok...ok..." I said, almost out of breath from thinking about this. I wanted to sound like she had 'defeated' me but secretly I wanted this too. "I'm in Kendra...just please be careful with me"
Kendra squealed with delight. As she set me down on her bed, a thought quickly ran through my mind.
I'm sorry, Kelly...
Giantess World
Author's Chapter Notes:
Kendra introduces Jake to his new 'life', at least for the time being. Written from Jake's point of view
Chapter End Notes:
I hope all of my readers enjoyed this chapter and will stay tuned for what's to come.Thank you again as always for reading and I look forward to your reviews. I will try to have this next chapter out very soon, don't worry ;)