He was back in his mind, as his consciousness started to
fade. He knew for sure that he would be dead in an instant
or at any moment later. He just couldnt bear the pain as
the cut was bleeding. He then heard of a whisper coming
from a light that was as bright than any light he ever
saw. For a second he thought he was going blind, but he
didnt. Instead he felt the feeling of his enlightenment;
he wasnt scared anymore, no more fear. He thought at long
last that he had his moment that he was waiting for. It
was all a good feeling. The daze he was getting was gone
afterwards. His body wasnt in pain anymore. His scar was
gone too. He felt pleased of himself, at the moment as
well.
He didnt know what was going on at the second, but then
another sensation was getting to him that he had lost a
long time ago, it was innocence. Of course this innocence
was rather different; he knew that it was Carries.
He then started to talk blankly to nothing
Whats going on? Where am I? Why am I feeling the way I
feel?
Of course he didnt get any answer. It was obvious that
for him to get all these answers he had to be dead
But
thats when it hit him, he wasnt dead. If he was dead he
would get all the knowledge he ever desired. But then if
wasnt dead, where the hell was he exactly? He just looked
around as the light around him began to spread all over,
which revealed that he was everywhere within the light. He
then saw something he didnt expect to see
He saw people coming to him, but they werent giants.
These were people, his size unless he was normal too.
Through the horizon of people he finally sees who he
wanted to see the most
Carrie.
He started to sprint as the people around him, just backed
up. He was unsure why these people would let him through,
but then again he wasnt sure where the hell he was
He
just felt very happy now. It was all a daydream he
thought, but why did it felt so real. He finally reached
up to place his hand on his daughters shoulder but
something happened.
The moment he placed his hand on her shoulder, it just
went right through. Afterwards she disappeared; along with
the people surrounding them disappeared. What in Gods
name is going on? He thought, if he werent dead? Was he
hallucinating?
Where the hell am I?
A solemn silence occurred as he was along once again, but
then a voice was spoken from behind him.
This is known as the solitude mind.
Chris looked behind to see a man right there behind him.
Wait what is this? he asked.
This is known as the solitude mind. This is where we all
go, people like you and me.
Who are you then?
Im a person like you, who shrunken too from the other
world.
Are we dead then?
No, its more like a sample to what heaven would be for
us?
Is there anyway out of here then?
Oh there is, but the question remains
if you wish to go
back to the other world.
I do, but
why are you here? I mean who are you exactly?
My name does not matter for the moment. I myself was like
you, lost in the real world too, but found a purpose to be
here.
I dont really understand.
Think of it this way, this here all around you is just
within your mind as well. But at the same time it isnt,
its beyond any place that no man dares to go. In this
world all but your desires and imaginations does come to
life.
This is nuts, this got to be a dream. For all I know you
could just be a figment of my imagination.
If thats what you actually want to hear then ,
No its not. I just want to get back. Please tell me how
I really dont believe that I died as well.
Oh youll get back I assure you, but tell me
who is your
greatest desire?
What do you mean?
For you to go back, what is your purpose to do so? It has
to be both truth and selfless. You can only return back if
its what you think you should do for that purpose only.
My purpose
?
It was too obvious for him to believe so as he said it
Carrie.
Is it truly?
Yes, I want to be with my daughter
Just once I want her
to believe that Im alive and I want to spend the
remainder of my life with her.
The man gave him a nod as he then pushed Chris back as he
began to fall to a tilt; Chris then gave a final wave to
him as a thank you. Chris had awakened to find himself
looking straight up at a huge blue eye. He was back.